Know Your Math

The Elements Lost

2010-08-19T22:15:00.000-07:00

calling everybody
time to start the party
love imagination
revolution nation
hopin' for tomorrow
flying in a rainbow
sweeten summer sunshine
gonna make a dream mind
lost in other chances
blessed love romances
walk in all that is real
don't wait for the big deal
simple pleasure is right
happens in the dark night
ridin in the backseat
burning in a new beat
visit supernova
fallin' in i told ya
prisoner of habits
runnin' like a bandit
over mountain passes
strait to heavens ashes

elements of reason
changing with the season

my people

2007-03-22T10:06:00.000-07:00

i want to kill they said
i said what
i don't know
anything

i want to live somewhere they said
i said where
i don't know
anywhere but here

i want to hurt they said
i said why
i don't know
i have no other way

i want to dream they said
i said do
i don't know how
i am also afraid too

i want to laugh they said
i just smiled
it comes out wrong
and i feel bad

i want to change they said
into what i asked
someone better than all the rest
but i still feel the same

i want to feel what's right they said
then read people's hearts i said
but people run from me
and i feel alone with them

i want to help you help me they said
so why pretend i said
because someone's always watching
making sure i live for them

i want to run and hide from all this they said
and i gave them some shoes
too small, too big, wrong color, wrong price...
gifts given are reasons forgotten...

i want to breathe the breath of free will they said
than you should climb the tallest tree
sing a song that birds will steal from you
but i lost my soul they said

i want to eat and sleep and never wake up they said
then don't blink anymore...and pretend to be a child again
i have forgotten all i did once know about that they said
...and i paused...not knowing what to say next...

time passed...all i hear now is the wind passing through trees...
and the leaves that will now sing their song for them...
but leaves fall to the ground too i thought to myself...
and become brittle, fragile, pieces
...small...
that are then carried away by the wind.

Reproba Live

2006-11-02T08:07:00.000-08:00

What it feels to be lost
Walking through
Surrounded by standing lights
White concrete paths before me
A song plays in the distance
The sound of violins
The sound of people
Talking among chairs, wooden tables, some stairs
By carpeted green grass
This evening...

The portrait of music
Warm soft sound
Triggers emotion found
Practicing harmony alone and all together
I gather my self away...

Like a poem the instruments sing
It brings me to a dream
The one I had as a child
The one that I can't feel
The one lost and forgotten
Imagining the sweetness of wonder
Crossing joy like a stream
As I walk about flavorful feelings
Within walls of flowers, colorful sound awakens
Musical birds moving together as one
Orchestrating my emotion...

As the movement distracts me
I can hear chaos
As the strings dance
Controlled language of fingers
Touching
Like a story telling me
Like a hummingbird flies
The whispering wind of sound
Vibrations heard
Reminds me of a creaky floor at night
When all is quiet and night sleeps
As clouds pass
I dream this music.

Sending

2006-07-17T09:56:00.000-07:00

you are
a dream
with each blink
of the lens...
one photo
any image
...will do
4u
4me...

still beautiful...

you are
a new rose
with each pose
of the season...
like fall...
and water
will turn
you
4me
4u...

stay beautiful.

Count Down

2006-05-17T11:06:00.000-07:00

Writing on white clouds
Nourished by a photo
Move me to another
Will u?

Passing time as if it belongs to me
Waiting, traveling, four wheels roll
Closer to the goal

Like wonder, like lust
Openess of hearts a bust
Stone me with ignorance
Throw me a mail
Smokin screen hoppin
No avail...

Inhaling hail
In sound lost is my tale
My ass in a sling
Wanting one Blue light
To shine above us

All in a room,
Soon...clouds roll.
Stand and pause
In a web, in a frame.

To See A Memory Of Chance

2006-05-15T14:57:00.000-07:00

I remember u were there
Sitting before others
I remember

I remember there was laughter
Like no other sound that i can know

I remember u alone

Let me try to explain what i don't understand
Let me try to escape what i wish is your thought
Of me, from me, 4 me,
Let me believe it is possible at least...

To wonder is my future, my hope, my cage,
My wrong, my right of chance...
This chance that has come before me
As a fallen leaf, a rain drop, a wind.
Just let me until the end...

This memory i can't escape,
This hope i can't create,
This plan that will unfold
Upon my charge so bold, so old in my way,
In my stay, belong with me,
Just stay...

Be a memory for me again.

Counting one, two, three...

Seasons

2006-04-27T10:54:00.000-07:00

In the sun
In the shade
The deal made
To break the chain
Of my command holding hand of green money
Coins tossed and all are heads
Changed to red
Blood money
Red

Your say it's fair game
Two remain under paper rules
Puppet fools
The jury
The Book
The stop lights that never seem to fade away
When the sky is grey
I'll cut a check
And cut it loose
Heaven to keep me to choose...

So stop the deal stop the wheel
Turning all that we can feel
And gather up gather round
Let the sound come around your real life
Living
Lone trail of steps that never seem to end right
Magic numbers are your friend
The enemy a trend
Images you have to bend
Don't give in 'till the end.

Given Chance

2006-04-26T10:59:00.000-07:00

Roll the dice
Splice your fate in two
A new door to what you can see
Or one kind of reality

Rubber wheels spin
A smile glares
Into glasses filled with fortune
Like a counter moves on and on
Count me in
Or count me out

Surrounded by magic dust
Eliminate the rusty rails
That hold me tight
It's within this night that I dream
Of swirling sounds that keep my peace
Twirling images glitter with sky blue voices
Changing

What is leaves is from this tree of harmony
Bearing one for a taste
Bearing down on dusty roads
Sand filled holes
With weathered blossoms blooming
On the side of this ride

Coloring worlds and mistic chance
Gambles from behind the walls
That stalls time for a moment
And what is left for you?
Only you can feel the moment
Only you can reach the branches
As they open as if to embrace
As if to hold you
And trace your thoughts for me

Following the fomula in vain
I remain standing in place
Marching in place of hidden traces
That reveal water
Earth
And glowing hearts that sense
What it all means
As a kept secret known by everyone
But me

This flowing stream of mind images...

The dream

Awakening

Calling for peace
Calling it seems

This calling degree
That tempers me.

What Is The Time?

2006-04-25T10:57:00.000-07:00

What is the time?
Time to relate...
To walk through the gate
And see tumbling rocks
Tumbling blocks of clay
It's time to stay
Away from all that is
My heavenly bliss...

What is the time?
Time to erase...
All the mistakes
Of the past is the future
Like rain on land
This heavy hand of worded vices
Splices your mind into sublime
Rhyme for reason
Preacher preach to me...

What is the time?
Admit my day...
Hear! I am
Hear! You are
Hear! My car
Rolling four wheels
Rolling dice of life
My life I say
On a tray to display
Everyway I turn is the sign
That leads me astray...

What is the time?
What is today?

I've Tried Two

2005-12-15T10:37:00.000-08:00

I've tried two.
Thinking of you.

Tell me what you want to hear
I'll say it for you.

I've tried two
But something is always wrong
Can't help from thinking of you.

Tell me what you want to see
I'll show it to you.

I've tried two.
Something's always in the way
And still I'm thinking of you.

Tell me what I should do
I'll do it for you.

I've tried two.
Someone said make believe
I think it was you.

I've tried two.
I'll be thinking of you.

On The Eve Of Time

2005-12-05T13:14:00.000-08:00

Tell me what you feel
What you say
What you dream
Make it seem
Like a scene.

Come around
Feel the sound
In this town
Be the clown
Don't you drown.

From the way
It's the wave
Of today
See it rise
No surprise.

What's it for?
Here's the door
To a place
Call it home
Of unknowns.

Wanderlust
Is a bust
Don't you trust
All that stuff
In a box
Open locks.

See the sun
Making fun
Of the one
Shadow still
In the reel
Picture this.

You can't miss
Rated G
Rated X
Do me wrong
Make the list.

Battle cry
Still you try
Open cage
Full of rage
Call it home
Then you roam.

Take my place
In this race
Culture shock
'Till you drop
Off the Way
What you say?

Make your case
To the man
Here's the plan
Run for life
Run for God
Running still.

Fill my cup
Every drop
Make it last
Don't you stop
Living life.

Angel In Tears

2005-10-28T12:34:00.000-07:00

So it can be said
So it can be read

To my heart you can be
With me

As if a leaf fell upon my shoulder
You gave me a whisper

As the pounding of echoes surrounded me
You listened

You became a season of the sun
And I felt you near.

To the next function of this theory
Of hope of physical emotion

Two remember
Two thoughts collide like mountains

In the horizon I see your wave
I sense your heart beat in time with my own.

I can only imagine my world spinning with yours
As we fall into oblivious infinity.

Striking touch
Magic break of this chance

To be said is all I needed to be
For you have been there once

Be there for me again.

I sit surrounded by echoing sounds
Becoming one with the tear

Sliding down your face
Falling to a place in my heart.

Plane Probability

2005-10-27T12:29:00.000-07:00

As I wait I wonder

Withering hope does extend with time

Parallel to my mind
You, my eye,

Your heart
Parallel to mine

I sense the beat
I feel the street

Drive on toward this spirit
Drive on to my infinite space

Park your soul across my parallel world.

In one instant this heart does stop
In a moment time does stop.

Waiting for our intersection
Wanting another ride to this place.

Can you hear my mind speaking softly
Silently calling to all wonders

As one dream in falling rain
Falling choices to blame.

Call it my heaven
Call it my fault
Call it my hope
My star
My pleasure to serve in your universal space.

Standing alone on the corner of my dream.

Waiting for you.

One To Zero

2005-10-18T19:02:00.000-07:00

As on a page in my mind
sublime

As a swirl in the river
flow

I guess it must be
so

Burnt in my mind

All I ask

You see...
Time don't lie.

Siren

2005-10-07T21:26:00.000-07:00

I feel her breathe
As soft as gentle
As this summer breeze

Her body moves
With me
With the drapes
In the window
Holding the rain

Clouds rip through skies
Dark dreams in her dress
Unfolding
Champion evening senses

My charge
My energy
My spark

I feel her breathe

I feel her breathe

Spinning Three

2005-09-17T05:42:00.001-07:00

It adds up to sense
I can play it

It breathes for me

I can turn directions
Follow step

Times five
Number life

Petals in the street
Roses in you
Speak

Multiply my heaven
Become

I'll Start To Finish

2005-09-15T14:16:00.000-07:00

I was there
You see me
I was one alone by you.

Before there was time
Now there is silence.

I still have that memory.
Remember the moment here
I remember of you.

I remember still breath
Still heart
Still time.

A picture, a park, a place
Where you will call
Forever home.

Two lie still
Never lost in time
Always waiting.

Always...

Reverse Average

2005-08-22T06:32:00.000-07:00

When around
Feel the sound
Of blue sky
Wonder why.

Hear a fly
Be a cross
Take my words
It's no loss.

Keep it all
Take my own
Play with ten
Create unknowns.

Surrrender me.

On the 1st

2005-07-01T19:03:00.000-07:00

Already time has lost to me
I can now be
One particle please

Leave me a space
Universal
Place in you

Breathe

Petals prove the existance
Of matter
As we control the speed

Take this one
I no longer need
Equality

Calculate my composition
Communicate your number
Your time to me

Breathe free

Heart Held In Time Alone

2005-06-15T21:12:00.000-07:00

In this time still as water
Someone's eyes hold me
It's O.K. to hold me.

I count time in seconds waiting for time
To arrive in only one moment.

This time is now.
This time with you.
Memories of moment.

Remembering you.

Dividing Isolation

2005-01-23T05:23:00.000-08:00

The spelling of beauty
and all things seen are
defined by numbers.

We count them naturally
they come to us
one by one.

Love undefined.

Two
Love
Numbers.